Andrew Garfield has been slowly opening up about the effect of Spider-Man in his life and his latest interview may have been too much for him.
The 32-year-old actor snapped out during his chat with Kyle Buchanan of Vulture Magazine as he dropped the F-bomb not only once, but several times.
"Why the fuck am I doing this?" Garfield said, agitated. According to the writer, the Hollywood actor did a series of interviews to promote his upcoming film "99 Homes" and he can't understand why he needs to do it. "I know that I'm an actor and it's part of the job, and I feel lucky I get to do that, but with the interviews, it's such a weird thing. What do I have to say?"
Despite the resistance, Andrew Garfield finally confessed that he felt the hostility of culture to him.
"I'm not accepted. None of us are accepted in this culture. We're only accepted if we are ... well, name it," he asked Buchanan who replied, "Successful?"
But according to the actor you have to be white, handsome, charming, charismatic, thin-enough eyebrows to be beautiful, but thick enough to still be masculine to be accepted.
"We are told constantly we're not enough, we're told constantly that we don't have enough, we're told constantly that we'll never be enough. It's that dangling-carrot thing," Emma Stone's boyfriend explained.
Andrew Garfield starred as Peter Parker in "The Amazing Spider-Man" and its sequel. He revealed that what he just talked about was what he experienced during his "Spider-Man" days.
"It's like, 'Oh, f**k, my life is now great!' But in fact, I'm still fucked up in my own ways, and insecure, and scared, and don't really know who I am," he confessed.
"Celebrity is the new religion, as far as I can see, along with money, power, status. It's all the same umbrella - the seductive forces of evil, really," the American-English actor said. It seems that Andrew Garfield has been greatly affected by the "Spider-Man" phenomenon.
In a separate interview with USA Today, he revealed his current state.
"I'm not OK. I am not OK. That feels really good to say to you," he admitted. "I'm really not all right. I'm in the struggle of being a person. I haven't got anything figured out."
