Kate Moss Confesses to Breakdown; Resents Calvin Klein Gig With Mark Walhberg

Moss says things changed for the better after meeting Johnny Depp at a Manhattan restaurant when she was 20. Their relationship, which lasted from 1994 to 1998, was by all accounts a tumultuous one, and when Depp infamously trashed a New York City hotel room, it was reportedly as a result of a fight with Moss. However, Moss says that Depp gave her a stability that she hadn't felt before. "There's nobody that's ever really been able to take care of me. Johnny did for a bit. I believed what he said," Moss shares. "Like if I said, 'What do I do?,' he'd tell me. And that's what I missed when I left. I really lost that gauge of somebody I could trust." So how did she weather the split? "Nightmare," she tells the magazine. "Years and years of crying. Oh, the tears!"