The marriage of Kendra Wilkinson and husband Hank Baskett was shaken following a cheating scandal of the latter last year.
And during an interview with Entertainment Wise the "Kendra on Top" star and her NFL star husband both admitted that they've considered suicide in order to escape their troublesome marriage.
The 29-year-old former Playboy playmate bravely recalled the moments she went trought the whole Ava London cheating scandal.
When her husband Hank Baskett was sexually linked to the transgender model Wilkinson admitted that she "was at a real low."
"I even questioned my life," she confessed.
And what made the reality star not lose her mind during the whole fiasco? Kendra Wilkinson revealed that if it weren't for her children, especially her infant daughter at the time of the scandal, she would have lost it..
"If it wasn't for breastfeeding (daughter) Alijah, the bond I had with her, I feel like I would have probably ended my life," she explained
Adding, "I felt like I'm not even supposed to be here."
Kendra Wilkinson's athlete huband, Hank Baskett also shared recalled how he thought of taking his own life following the Ava London scandal.
"There was a point when I felt I couldn't defend myself and there was no way for me to make it through this," the 32-year-old American football player confessed to Us Weekly.
"It's an extremely tough feeling, but I realized there's no way I could ever check out on my kids and my wife."
Adding, "I'm not a quitter."
The couple is now trying to work things out and keen on rebuilding their broken marriage following the scandalous year.
In Touch Weekly reported that Kendra Wilkinson and husband Hank Baskett are now considering renewing their vows to make their relationship stronger.
"Renewing our vows is definitely something that we're thinking about, I just don't like cheese ball stuff," Wilkinson confirmed.
"I would want to read our own vows. I think it's really important - especially now, getting over what we went through and entering a place we've never been before."
The former Playboy playmate even assured fans and supporters that her family is way better now and that everything is going well.
"We're working on (our marriage) minute-to-minute, every day. I believe we're on the road to being better than ever," Kendra Wilkinson shared, reported by In Touch Weekly.
"(Sometimes) you need a shake-up to get to a place you've never been before."
"Right now, we're in a great place," Hank Baskett said in agreement to Kendra Wilkinson.
