While Kendra Sunderland became unbelievably popular following the leak of her library video scandal, the 19-year-old former Oregon State University admitted that some changes in her life also made her regret ever doing the public footage.
Speaking to Inside Edition, Sunderland boasts that she is now "known as the library girl."
Although famous, the MyFreeCams freelancer, is not happy that she has been banned from ever setting foot in the University.
"I kind of expected that. I was a little upset. I still wanted to go to the basketball games, I really liked those," she said when asked about how she felt about her being kicked out of school.
In a reported first interview with Daily News following her arrest, Kendra Sunderland revealed that she always dreamt of becoming one of Playboy models.
"When I first started working for MyFreeCams, I was hoping that it would open to modeling and doing magazines and shoots like that," she revealed. "I knew that eventually everyone would see everything about me and see me naked. I just didn't think that would happen so fast and have my actual name on it."
"I'm not like most other girls that are insecure with their bodies or don't want to show off," she said. "I've always been the type of girl who's not afraid to show off, so I didn't feel weird about it."
Prior to her MyFreeCams stints, Sunderland mentioned in her interview with the publication that she once wanted to become a counselor; she even took up few classes in Human Development while she was still with Oregon State University.
She reportedly dropped out to work in a 9-to-5 job, which unfortunately did not work for her.
"I didn't want to work in an office all the time," she admitted.
She finally decided to work in MyFreeCams, a famous website intended to have women stripping off their clothes while chatting with a user who's willing to pay in real time, after few attempts in applying for waitressing jobs that resulted to nowhere.
"Working a minimum wage job, there's people that are just mean to you when they're having a crappy day," she explained. "On MyFreeCams, (users) had nothing but nice things to say. And I made way more than I would working any other job."
She reportedly earned $150 for her first MyFreeCams experience in October last year.
Everything was doing well for Kendra Sunderland, until one user urged her to do a public show. She decided to chat and strip with the user who payed her $700 inside the library of Oregon State University.
However, after her first public video scandal, Sunderland reportedly decided to stop.
"After that, I just thought about the consequences and what could've happened," she admitted. "It definitely made me not want to go back."
